At first sight/ "Forever"

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Take a second to think about it...

For some people, about maybe 10%-15% of decently analytical people, it's very true. Very alive. And very well. It's so hard to decipher what's what and what's real anymore. Who's what and who's real anymore. It sucks to get your feelings and emotions invested into a person to be dropped eventually like empty check book.

But there are times when I feel that my heart has me by the nuts.

"Forever"

i've said
PROUDLY
that i dont believe in forever.
forever is for whimps
and graduated pimps to house niggaz.
taking the kids to school....
paying bills...

but there's a light
in the corner of my darkened heart
housing the sole being of
my lovesickness....

waiting on forever
to find me
through the rubbish of old love
and habits that died
a horrible death.

head in hands on the windowsill
watching the ash
fall to the ground below
knowing there's a euphoria
somewhere...

where he and love
will be one.
hand in hand
chest to chest
so knee deep in forever
that there is no route back.

and he dont wanna go back.

(TBC...maybe.)